The sincerity and emotions in his voice can be projected better through songs like “Holding and Umbrella” reason why I like it so much. It’s song’s like this one that also capture his quiet and laid back personality very well.

“Holding an Umbrella” seems a sad song though, and HanGeng managed to project that sadness extremely well.

Both MVs are also sad. What’s with the sad Mvs?? .

Both songs go great with his melodic voice. There’s is a sort of spell when he sings ballads and it won’t let you turn your attention somewhere else. It’s relaxing and peaceful. Can you feel it??

HanGeng you chose the right path, and if you ever lost clarity of your dreams and doubted your decision of leaving SME and decided to even conciser going back there, I would be the first one to flight to China and hit you with a baseball bat on the head. I know that’s not going to happen though, but it makes me glad that maybe, just maybe, SM is watching their steps with those idols still left in their company. I mean another lawsuit wouldn’t look pretty on their resume, would it??

I’m thrilled . The MV looks great. I’ve seen people commenting how it doesn’t look like HanGeng, because of the dark concept. Yes, maybe, but we have to understand this is how SM made him feel. He’s expressing all his anger, frustrations, sadness, impotence, etc. Those are all the emotions that kept bottling up inside him for so long. When you are not able to give your emotions an scape, they end up bottling up and eventually exploding. And trust me, it’s not pretty. Can you imagine repressing all these feelings for so long and not being able to let them go even if you wanted?? Think about it as an atomic bomb. It has an unimaginable power hidden inside it, waiting to be released. It has a target beforehand, it goes for it, and when it reaches it’s destination it causes a chain reaction that destroys everything on it’s path and not just the target. It’s strong, dark, destructing…Like HanGeng, it’s strong, filled with fire, and it’s effects can last years after it’s detonation.

Maybe that wasn’t the best example, but HanGeng’s feelings are as strong. Unlike an atomic bomb, HanGeng is letting all his resentment against SM go, and notice in the video how it makes it clear it’s all about SM and not his band-mates, as a way of cleansing himself. He’s basically detoxifying his body, mind and soul of nasty feelings and bad memories. Holding resentment is never good; it will consume you, upset you…turn you into a different person. Letting of those feelings, in any way possible—writing, composing, singing, dancing, exercising, etc. —is always healthy. I’ve done this before, for me it is writing. I write my thoughts and my sentiments and it feels like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. HanGeng’s is cleansing himself from all the past hardships and feelings so he is showing how dark that past was.

He will now start afresh. After a disaster you need to rebuild what was broken. His next MV, I believe, will show him “rebuilding” himslef. Conveniently, the next MV is called “Rebirth.” We will see a new HanGeng, stronger, happier, forgiving. The MV probably won’t be as dark as “Fire” because he let go of all the dark feelings and injustices behind him there. His soul is clean and he will be reborn as a new person, softer, caring, stronger, more mature.

I love how there are this incorporations in the video.

1.Yo, it’s man Han—HeeChul??
2.The lips wiping gesture, which HeeChul loves to do.
3. At 4:50, same as HeeChul’s part in Don’t Don.

“Hello, I’m quitting Twitter and this is my last post ^^ heh it has been good fun, and it had lots of use for me. Thank you for being so interested ^^ bye!”

He had over 140, 000 followers when he said Adieu. In response to fans’ inquires about SungMin’s reasons @bborro0306, the person who plays his father in Musical Akilla, said “because, (he) is busy, but (he) still has constantly to check his phone.”
Many fans are worried about how they will interact with him in the future because, for oversea ELF, Twitter was practically the only way to have some closeness with the guy. SungMin also made three tabs of his CY private.

Forgive me for this, but are you kidding me?? That’s all that worries fans?? Yes, is it true that’s the way we had to get more updates on him. Yes I followed him too on Twitter. Yes, I was surprised that he deleted his account. However, I would be more worried about the reasons why he took such decision. And no, I don’t buy the whole “He’s busy” excuse. Some fans have pointed out that he’s been looking depressed lately. I have noticed it too. The reason behind his mood change I don’t know, but I can only guess. I have a few reasons that could explain his sudden retreat from the net:

Reason 1: He got bored. It happens. He’s not HeeChul or ShingDong that are Twitter crazy, or in HeeChul’s case internet crazy. Not everyone finds the net fascinating.

Reason 2: ShinDong (Twitter) VS. KyuHyun (No Twitter). The later is slowly starting to lure the members back to his side *insert evil smile her *. He’s the only one, of ten, who hasn’t joined Twitter. Maybe he’s not happy about all the members joining ShinDong’s gang and he created an evil plan to lure them back to the dark side. There’s a reason he’s nicknamed “Evil Maknae.” Either that, or he has planned to join Twitter but wasn’t happy about SungMin’s ID “Myblacksmile” because he wanted to use “Myevilsmile” as his own ID. Maknae has to be unique and if “Myblacksmile” was around “Myevilsmile” wouldn’t sound unique. So, he made SungMin delete his account and in a few days KyuHyun will register on Twitter with his desired ID; soon after we’ll get SungMin back with some other ID.

Reason 3: Maybe he really is feeling depressed. Why??

A. I was under the impression that He and KangIn were very close. KangIn left for the army so…

B. Argument between KangIn’s fans and and Sungmin’s fans because the later was caught on fan-cams looking “bored” the day KangIn made an appearance on the second fan-meeting, while the other members were crying. CLICK HERE to read the whole post I got the information from, because I’m not allowed to take out the article. It also includes some of my next points, so you might as well read it to know what I’m talking about. For the record, I just thought SungMin looked sad that day. He rarely cries, and you could see he was trying to hold his tears. The day KangIn left for he army was no difference. He had his cap covering his eyes, and was looking very sad.

C. Kyu and SungMin’s fans argument because, supposidly, none of the SuJu members had gone to see SungMin’s “Hon Gil Dong” but they did go to see YeSung’s “Hon Gil Dong.”

D. Fans attacking Gavy NJ’s Jang Hee Young because of rumored relationship between SungMin and her.

I wouldn’t be surprised if he’s feeling down with all the immaturity and drama from certain fans. To be honest, it is ridiculous that a person, even if he’s a star, has to pretend he doesn’t date or have friends (girls) because if not fans become little monsters or rumors start to circulate. The life of an idol is sad. They might have money and fame and everything else that comes with it, but at what expense?? Is it really worth it?? Fame does come with a price, but the price they pay is too high.

Not even if they pay me one billion dollars I would sign into one of these Korean companies. I wouldn’t want fame or money at such expense. I don’t know how they do it, but having people tell you how, when, what to do all the time doesn’t cut it for me. It’s not about having a boss, at your job, and following orders like any normal person. No, it goes beyond that. Being a star is not their job, but their life. For example, HeeChul said not long ago that he wanted to move out of the SuJu dorm, but the company didn’t allow him. HanGeng has expressed how they weren’t really allowed to go out unless they had a manager with them didn’t he?? Not to mention, the incident where HanGeng and Siwon had to go to the hospital to get an intravenous drip. The manager was in a hurry because they had to walk down the red carpet and perform live on an award show. He first sped up the drip and that not being fats enough he took the needle out before the drip was halfway done and sent the boys to the award show. Is walking down the red carpet more important than a life?? Do they have to ask permission for everything?? It seems so to me.

They can’t even date in public. They have to watch their words and actions, because the minimum mistake can set fans or antis off. Like when they randomly celebrated Kyu’s birthday, for a few seconds, during another award show…while an act was taking place on stage. Insanity spread throughout the net. Antis, ELF and their mothers and grandmothers…even their neighbor’s grandmothers and their cats were arguing about how wrong or not it was.

Fan pressure is only on top of being pressured by their companies. They are overworked to the point that there are often news of idols being rushed to the hospital because they fainted or had some kind of injury. They get little sleep; they have long training hours…

Yes, to me fame and money it’s not worth being practically a puppet. They are practically this “work of art” created by and to please fans. I’m not saying all of the are like that, but if you think about it there is still a little “facade” in most of them.

Reason 4: He will sue SME. Ludicrous idea, but could happen. He might not be the most popular SuJu member. He is always very quiet and seems extremely shy. He doesn’t seem to get that many opportunities to show his talent. Sounds familiar?? HanGeng anyone?? Yes, then again HanGeng had China to fall back on. SungMin lives in Korea, and suing SME doesn’t seem like the smartest idea. However, I know many people thought HanGeng couldn’t make it as a solo artists. He is a great dancer, but his voice is not as strong as K.R.Y.S. SungMin on the other hand, is one of the main vocalists of SuJu and his dance skills aren’t quiet bad. In fact he is good. Plus, he also knows how to play more than a couple of instruments. If HanGeng made it, so can he. All he needs is further training, and moving to Hyun Joong’s new company and start afresh. Now, don’t kill me for writing this.

Maybe SuJu as a whole, minus Kyu because he won’t do it, should sue SME and go to this other company. Then, we can still have SuJu!!